“Gradient Descent” towards life satisfaction
This week’s email is a bit of an experimental one.
I’m currently studying a lot of ‘machine learning’, and have noticed some analogies between the methods computers use to learn and the approaches we take to life.
So today I wanted to share one about how ‘gradient descent’ (which I’ll explain) demonstrates principles we can use to increase satisfaction / overcome problems in our own lives.
What is ‘gradient descent’?
A large part of machine learning is about learning the relationship between information we have (the ‘input’) and information we want to know (the ‘output’).
In medicine, we may have a set of blood test results or a sequence of medical images, and we want to know whether the patient has a disease.
In finance, we may have the history of stock prices and we want to know what the market will do next.
Gradient descent is a common method for finding the best mapping between information we have and information we want to know. Finding, for example, the most reliable changes on a chest X-ray for diagnosing pneumonia.

AI looking at a chest X-ray
I don’t want to get bogged down in the details of the method here (if interested, I’ve explained it here), but fundamentally what happens is the computer will:
make a guess (e.g. “a white patch here means pneumonia, a white patch here is normal”)
work out how wrong the guess is
work out in which direction the guess is less wrong
take a step in that direction
make a new guess, and repeat all the steps above
It keeps on repeating these steps until it has found the best relationship between ‘input’ (the information given) and ‘output’ (the prediction).
We can visualise this on a graph, as below, where the y-axis is ‘wrongness’ and the x-axis is the parameters of the model.

A badly-drawn graph
Applying this to life
I believe a similar approach can be very effective when we’re trying to improve areas of our lives.
It could look something along the lines of:
assessing our current position, and any areas of dissatisfaction
deciding on a small change we could try, which we think would improve it
making that change
re-assessing the situation, and repeating
Retrospectively, I realise this was an approach I took to my career. I wasn’t 100% fulfilled while working as a doctor*, so I looked for a small step I could take to improve things. The first small step was learning to code, and I enjoyed it. That spurred me on to do an online course in machine learning, then to work for a healthtech start-up, then do my own projects, etc, etc. and after each step I felt more fulfilled.
In machine learning, there are other methods that let you ‘jump’ to the point where the model is least wrong (where the green arrow points in the above diagram). However, gradient descent is preferred when the problem you’re trying to solve is very complicated, because the ‘jumping’ method doesn’t work as well.
I’d argue that our lives are pretty complicated, and problems we want to solve can’t be done overnight, which is why this approach may be well-suited.
(Of course, life doesn’t always follow a straight path, which is perhaps where the analogy falls down.)
But I guess, in summary, what I’m thinking (as I over-analyse this method of computation) is that; for complex decisions such as how we live our lives, it makes sense for us to take an iterative approach, where we assess the outcome each time and use it to decide our next step.
This might not be a particularly novel insight - but it was a fun analogy I thought of this week.
Let me know what you thought :) Did you enjoy this more experimental approach to the email? Or did you prefer the previous style? After all, I guess this is part of my email gradient descent…
Peter Sims: "Little Bets" | Talks at Google
This talk somewhat ties on the theme of this email, but more in the context of coming out with great ideas: essentially Peter Sims argues that we should make lots of ‘little bets’ by trying different things, because they typically won’t work out but some will in a big way.
Thoughts On "Leaving Medicine" and Recommended Resources
For those interested, I made this video sharing some of my thoughts about whether or not to leave medicine, plus resources that I found useful when deciding.
*Don’t get me wrong, I enjoyed working as a doctor a lot. There were just a few factors that meant I wasn’t 100% fulfilled.. maybe 70-80% or so
Thanks for reading, I hope you have a fantastic week!
Chris
Hi! I'm Chris, a Cambridge medicine graduate now working as a doctor in London and exploring a career applying machine learning to medicine. Every weekend I send out an email sharing my experiences, life lessons as I learn them, and links to my favourite things on the internet.
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